I again apologise hugely for not having blogged for ages, I'm forgetful and lazy.
So the remainder of the holidays i did no revision.
On the Thursday i celebrated my sisters birthday by getting drunk with her and her friends, i drank about 3 quarters of a bottle of gin to myself so it was a big mistake. The night was still really fun but i ended up telling her a bunch of stuff that now i regret and makes me cringe hugely, luckily she understands. We also had domino's pizza which since then i have become addicted to with Sam. So that night i got a taxi home at like god knows what time, I'm guessing 1? and then stumbled and fell up my stairs (i was informed of this by my mother) then proceeded to make it to the bathroom and throw up violently before going to bed.
The next day i felt terrible, for the first few hours i could only eat ice cubes because i couldn't stomach anything else. It was genuinely the most hungover I've ever been and when Sam mentioned a seafood platter i literally ran to the bathroom to throw up. He is the only person who can make me throw up just by saying words, i know, bet you wish your boyfriend could do that.That day i had a massive craving for pizza so made Sam come over specifically for that reason, t'was win. Pretty sure the pizza man now recognises me, and I've never been prouder.
On the Friday it was Nicole's house party which she had kept a secret from her parents. After shopping in town with her, her buying tonnes of new clothes and each of us some sort of epic brownie sundae i went home to get ready. I still was really put off drink but as usual that didn't really stop me. The night was weird, some penguin boy threw up everywhere which people had to clean up and we got kicked out at like half 10. It was ridiculous, surprisingly i wasn't too wasted and then walked Sam home cause he was very drunk. He had work the next day too which makes his decisions even worse.
So in conclusion, i didn't revise the whole holidays and as soon as i went back to school i was desperate to be off on study leave again. So far I've had my art and English exam, they both went fine.
Then there was Lori's party which was very good, highlights include me and Holly finding out after buying a bottle of peach schnapps that we hate it, Holly serenading everyone with Senorita by Justin Timberlake, me ko'ing literally everywhere, screaming at Holly, returning home to mine after ordering 3 taxi's then not getting in any of them but flagging one down and making microwave pasta. We also half ate cupcakes and a brownie pudding, t'was lovely.
I've also made Sam watch 90210 which he said was okay (probably a lie) and tonight is Paula's party which her mum has sweetly planned all out. It's called 'Paula's 16th in the city' and has a sex and the city theme obviously. It should be good, also I'm broke and have to give Lynzie £40 for blink182 tickets, Sam £23 for Biffy Clyro tickets and Paula money and a taxi home from her party, I'm pretty screwed I'd say.
Saturday, 1 May 2010
Thursday, 15 April 2010
And the best of your days will on vanish into haze when you're on drugs
I haven't blogged in ages and i apologise for it now.
I think this blog is aptly titled as I can still smell weed on my fingers from last night even though i specifically used a bunch of soap to wash my hands this morning. This is the first time I've blogged all holidays and quite alot has happened including no revising at all, not even picking up a book. A bunch of stuff was/kinda still is messed up but it has decreased a bit, i think.
Basically all I've done these holidays has revolved around smoking weed, which is pretty good. On Monday Sam, Michael and Holly came to my house while my parents were at work. We got high alot and me and holly got quite drunk on Gin and red shloer. Once drunk i proceeded to drag Sam upstairs. At this point Holly and Michael were still downstairs with loud music on. The left promptly when my mum came home to find people in her house and me and sam upstairs on my bed half naked. It was probably the worst moment of my life so far. Then everyone bailed and i had to conceal my drunkenness while having a horribly awkward and embarrassing conversation with my mother in which she thought i regularly took random boys home and would've fucked Sam if she hadn't come home. Neither of these were true, i also lied and said Sam was my boyfriend, but now he is so it's fine, just it's going to be horrible when Sam and my mum actually have to see each other again. Thankfully my dad doesn't know, or I'd be dead or have a chastity belt.
Other things I've done these holidays include being surrounded by geekiness a huge amount, it's not fun. For Robbie's birthday we watched geeky films at is, i didn't understand the films but it was good cause i got to fall asleep on Sam and get given free Doritos. And that night Sam asked me out only to later realise that it was his parents anniversary which makes it a little creepy.
The other half of me Holly (or hetero life partner) also has a boyfriend now. His name is Michael and he IS Italian whether he admits it or not. He has curly curly hair and is implausibly cute. Holly hates when we do couply things.
I'm struggling to think of other stuff i did these holidays. On Saturday some boy had a party i wasn't invited to cause he hates me for no reason and likes to be really mean to me alot. Alot of my friends went though, so instead afew of us got wasted at nuala's. I didn't have any alcohol of my own so thanks be to Erin for sharing her Vodka. That night we all got too drunk and argued. I argued with Sam in the middle of the street, turns out people we knew saw us. Then Nuala, Erin and Chloe all got upset after arguing. However fun points of the night include me and Erin going mental with Nuala's food and drunken dancing. I ate alot of the jam (with my fingers) because at the time i thought it was fucking amazing. Me and Erin also finished a whole pack of biscuits which were absolutely delicious, but Nuala was a goose and didn't want any. We then begged Nuala to make Sweet microwave popcorn which she finally allowed but it was too hot in the bag so me and Erin poured it all over the counter? It seemed logical at the time anyway. I didn't get home til 2 as i was trying to console people who were drunkenly crying and had to walk Sam home cause he's a baby.
Oh and on Sunday us 4 (Holly, Michael, Sam and me) went to Urban Chillax cause Holly was working there selling t-shirts. She was amusing, there was some amazing dancers and alot of really obscene dance groups. It was boring lots of the time but pretty good. That night i went to Chloe's and acted like a tool. I had found out something i didn't like just before so thought I'll get wasted to solve it(which i still maintain is a good motto). I spent a ton of the night crying and told people a bunch of stuff i really shouldn't of but did cause i was drunk. I drunkenly danced too and pulled someone which wasn't Sam which was stupid, and it was gross. Also screaming the words to Taking Back Sunday and jumping with Tomas was fun, we also bitched about people. Then for some reason me, Nuala, Trav and Tomas thought it'd be a good idea to walk home instead of getting a taxi. Chloe lives in Monifieth. It took ages and we all got annoyed at Trav cause he kept having a go at people's relationship status.
Also some gay 3rd years were shouting at our group in the ferry, naturally we all shouted at them to fuck off and stuff. Then one of the started fighting Michael. He punched Michael, Michale then punched him twice and he landed on the floor. The shit got kicked out of him, it was a win except now we have to be careful whenever Michael's in the Ferry, which is shit.
I'm gonna explain Sam more so he doesn't moan at me cause i talked of Micael lot ( I adore Michael). He works at a vet, and has a paper round so is always sleep deprived. He is a complete stoner and acts like a complete fag aroung animals- like a middle-aged women with newborn babies. He is in a funny Band with Michael and other people we're friends with and uses music lingo i don't understand and is quite snobby about music. He says cute stuff and likes to wind me up and eat cheese at breakfast. <3
I think this blog is aptly titled as I can still smell weed on my fingers from last night even though i specifically used a bunch of soap to wash my hands this morning. This is the first time I've blogged all holidays and quite alot has happened including no revising at all, not even picking up a book. A bunch of stuff was/kinda still is messed up but it has decreased a bit, i think.
Basically all I've done these holidays has revolved around smoking weed, which is pretty good. On Monday Sam, Michael and Holly came to my house while my parents were at work. We got high alot and me and holly got quite drunk on Gin and red shloer. Once drunk i proceeded to drag Sam upstairs. At this point Holly and Michael were still downstairs with loud music on. The left promptly when my mum came home to find people in her house and me and sam upstairs on my bed half naked. It was probably the worst moment of my life so far. Then everyone bailed and i had to conceal my drunkenness while having a horribly awkward and embarrassing conversation with my mother in which she thought i regularly took random boys home and would've fucked Sam if she hadn't come home. Neither of these were true, i also lied and said Sam was my boyfriend, but now he is so it's fine, just it's going to be horrible when Sam and my mum actually have to see each other again. Thankfully my dad doesn't know, or I'd be dead or have a chastity belt.
Other things I've done these holidays include being surrounded by geekiness a huge amount, it's not fun. For Robbie's birthday we watched geeky films at is, i didn't understand the films but it was good cause i got to fall asleep on Sam and get given free Doritos. And that night Sam asked me out only to later realise that it was his parents anniversary which makes it a little creepy.
The other half of me Holly (or hetero life partner) also has a boyfriend now. His name is Michael and he IS Italian whether he admits it or not. He has curly curly hair and is implausibly cute. Holly hates when we do couply things.
I'm struggling to think of other stuff i did these holidays. On Saturday some boy had a party i wasn't invited to cause he hates me for no reason and likes to be really mean to me alot. Alot of my friends went though, so instead afew of us got wasted at nuala's. I didn't have any alcohol of my own so thanks be to Erin for sharing her Vodka. That night we all got too drunk and argued. I argued with Sam in the middle of the street, turns out people we knew saw us. Then Nuala, Erin and Chloe all got upset after arguing. However fun points of the night include me and Erin going mental with Nuala's food and drunken dancing. I ate alot of the jam (with my fingers) because at the time i thought it was fucking amazing. Me and Erin also finished a whole pack of biscuits which were absolutely delicious, but Nuala was a goose and didn't want any. We then begged Nuala to make Sweet microwave popcorn which she finally allowed but it was too hot in the bag so me and Erin poured it all over the counter? It seemed logical at the time anyway. I didn't get home til 2 as i was trying to console people who were drunkenly crying and had to walk Sam home cause he's a baby.
Oh and on Sunday us 4 (Holly, Michael, Sam and me) went to Urban Chillax cause Holly was working there selling t-shirts. She was amusing, there was some amazing dancers and alot of really obscene dance groups. It was boring lots of the time but pretty good. That night i went to Chloe's and acted like a tool. I had found out something i didn't like just before so thought I'll get wasted to solve it(which i still maintain is a good motto). I spent a ton of the night crying and told people a bunch of stuff i really shouldn't of but did cause i was drunk. I drunkenly danced too and pulled someone which wasn't Sam which was stupid, and it was gross. Also screaming the words to Taking Back Sunday and jumping with Tomas was fun, we also bitched about people. Then for some reason me, Nuala, Trav and Tomas thought it'd be a good idea to walk home instead of getting a taxi. Chloe lives in Monifieth. It took ages and we all got annoyed at Trav cause he kept having a go at people's relationship status.
Also some gay 3rd years were shouting at our group in the ferry, naturally we all shouted at them to fuck off and stuff. Then one of the started fighting Michael. He punched Michael, Michale then punched him twice and he landed on the floor. The shit got kicked out of him, it was a win except now we have to be careful whenever Michael's in the Ferry, which is shit.
I'm gonna explain Sam more so he doesn't moan at me cause i talked of Micael lot ( I adore Michael). He works at a vet, and has a paper round so is always sleep deprived. He is a complete stoner and acts like a complete fag aroung animals- like a middle-aged women with newborn babies. He is in a funny Band with Michael and other people we're friends with and uses music lingo i don't understand and is quite snobby about music. He says cute stuff and likes to wind me up and eat cheese at breakfast. <3
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
I want your horror, I want your design, 'Cause you're a criminal, As long as your mine, I want your love
It appears I'm really into crazy mood swings at the moment, and not cause I'm hormonal. My blog yesterday show how upset i was and today i burst into tears twice at school yet now i feel fine? I'm crazy. But i still agree with my statement of I'm unsure of everything ever atm, but I'm still eating my own weight in chocolate and noisily being upset too often. Also i have finally turned my phone on after it being off since Saturday night, i had over a hundred messages ): And it hadn't received others i knew i had been sent. I also realised i know way too much about Hello Kitty but yet i still research it constantly? Whatever boys get to play COD and do geeky stuff so i get to have this. I found out there a Hello Kitty Theme park in Japan which I'm migrating to and an official Hello Kitty wine, sadly they do not give licence to any other stronger alcohol in case it's like a bad impression or such. But yeah i know like all her friends and their life stories, it's creepy. However i would strongly recommend looking up her Sanrio pal Landry, he's awesome and he's a fucking raccoon, could it be more win? I don't think so.
Monday, 29 March 2010
i'm finished making sense, done pleading ignorance, that whole defense
So yeah looks like i'm not feeling as better as i thought. I can remotely talk about stuff now though so i guess it's kind of better in that sense?
Although i honestly don't know like anything anymore, this past week/weekend has made me doubt actually everyting about myself ever and i am struggling to care about more than very few things at the moment. I just have no idea what's happening with anything tbh. Apart from i know that right now comfort eating, wrecking my liver and foo fighters are definitely the way to go.
Although i honestly don't know like anything anymore, this past week/weekend has made me doubt actually everyting about myself ever and i am struggling to care about more than very few things at the moment. I just have no idea what's happening with anything tbh. Apart from i know that right now comfort eating, wrecking my liver and foo fighters are definitely the way to go.
Sunday, 28 March 2010
The page is out of print, we are not permanent, we're temporary, temporary Same old story
I really like Foo Fighters at the moment, they're so angry and such.
Also i have stopped being all emo about my life for the most part so its all good.
This weekend has been crazy, it was going swimmingly well until Saturday night.
Friday was amazing. We went to Costa's to see Kts band, Seams, they were really good. My personal favourites were the covers of 'I love you baby' and 'a decade under the influence-taking back Sunday', as well as 'Foster starts fire'. They were amazing and had a very good crowd. After we got chips and cheese and they were so good that they prove there definitely is a god. Holly was super excited to see Grant and walked to the bus stop with him and in return received many a pan iced call from me cause Sam and stuff were dying to get to castle green to smoke weed. We proceeded to smoke alot when we arrived there, and it was pretty awesome. Then me Darren and Jamie T. walked along to Lewis' and met all the rest of those guys in there. Once there i realised there was about 5 times as many people there as i expected and that it was an actual Brodieparty. I of course proceeded to get very drunk and smoke a bit more, the whole place was smokey, it was kinda funny. So i got really drunk and wasn't doing a god job of standing up right, i also told everyone individually that i loved them. I also literally said to Lewis 'Thank you for having me' 93128478633 times. I really don't remember much else apart from when we arrived at Archie's and we were talking to his mum and some other women and i was trying really much to act normal, apparently i did a pretty damn good job. Then i KO'd on Archie's bed cause I'm greedy. The next day i felt like utter shit and had partially lost my voice. I also had no idea where the house i was in was located so picked a random direction and hoped i was going the right way, which i was, win. Yeah so i had to get the bus home looking like shit with last nights clothes and make-up on and then it was promptly to tesco's to get me some aspirin and various sugar-filled drinks. I felt like shit, later me and Holly went into town and got me a playsuit and baked potato before rushing home to grab my stuff and bail to Holly's to get ready for Shaun's House Party. I was in a shit mood cause my heels wouldn't stay on my feet and i had been informed that certain people who i find it difficult to be around would be at the party. So it took us ages to get to Shaun's, then i again proceeded to get very drunk, like so much it was the drunkest I've ever been very very bad decision, but it was accidental. Holly also went way too far, we suck. I felt awful this morning and have no idea whatsoever what happened but so far I've been told that i pulled Holly without prompting, didn't stand up much and spent 99% of the time crying, so total fail. Today i have never felt worse, i have no idea what i actually did last night so its horrible and I'm really paranoid. Also i feel sick, like i threw up alot, got sick in my hair. Also my thigh and arm are actually ripped to pieces for some reason. My left arm is literally purple and my right has a bruise the size of a golf ball on it. Needless to say my mum thinks I'm a creep. I have no idea how i got injured so i had to fabricate a story about falling in my heels to shut my parents up. Now my mum is being really moany about the laptop.
Also i have stopped being all emo about my life for the most part so its all good.
This weekend has been crazy, it was going swimmingly well until Saturday night.
Friday was amazing. We went to Costa's to see Kts band, Seams, they were really good. My personal favourites were the covers of 'I love you baby' and 'a decade under the influence-taking back Sunday', as well as 'Foster starts fire'. They were amazing and had a very good crowd. After we got chips and cheese and they were so good that they prove there definitely is a god. Holly was super excited to see Grant and walked to the bus stop with him and in return received many a pan iced call from me cause Sam and stuff were dying to get to castle green to smoke weed. We proceeded to smoke alot when we arrived there, and it was pretty awesome. Then me Darren and Jamie T. walked along to Lewis' and met all the rest of those guys in there. Once there i realised there was about 5 times as many people there as i expected and that it was an actual Brodieparty. I of course proceeded to get very drunk and smoke a bit more, the whole place was smokey, it was kinda funny. So i got really drunk and wasn't doing a god job of standing up right, i also told everyone individually that i loved them. I also literally said to Lewis 'Thank you for having me' 93128478633 times. I really don't remember much else apart from when we arrived at Archie's and we were talking to his mum and some other women and i was trying really much to act normal, apparently i did a pretty damn good job. Then i KO'd on Archie's bed cause I'm greedy. The next day i felt like utter shit and had partially lost my voice. I also had no idea where the house i was in was located so picked a random direction and hoped i was going the right way, which i was, win. Yeah so i had to get the bus home looking like shit with last nights clothes and make-up on and then it was promptly to tesco's to get me some aspirin and various sugar-filled drinks. I felt like shit, later me and Holly went into town and got me a playsuit and baked potato before rushing home to grab my stuff and bail to Holly's to get ready for Shaun's House Party. I was in a shit mood cause my heels wouldn't stay on my feet and i had been informed that certain people who i find it difficult to be around would be at the party. So it took us ages to get to Shaun's, then i again proceeded to get very drunk, like so much it was the drunkest I've ever been very very bad decision, but it was accidental. Holly also went way too far, we suck. I felt awful this morning and have no idea whatsoever what happened but so far I've been told that i pulled Holly without prompting, didn't stand up much and spent 99% of the time crying, so total fail. Today i have never felt worse, i have no idea what i actually did last night so its horrible and I'm really paranoid. Also i feel sick, like i threw up alot, got sick in my hair. Also my thigh and arm are actually ripped to pieces for some reason. My left arm is literally purple and my right has a bruise the size of a golf ball on it. Needless to say my mum thinks I'm a creep. I have no idea how i got injured so i had to fabricate a story about falling in my heels to shut my parents up. Now my mum is being really moany about the laptop.
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
well if it hurts this much then it must be love
i said i wouldnt blog in a while. i lied. apparently thats socially acceptable now even when it destroys people. i'm just gonna use this blog to publish my emo emotions for just now until im better.
i wish i had a finite amount of the emotion sad so it would run out already and i wish that i wouldn't have to answer questions or acknowledge people in anyway so stay in my own bubble. Everything anyone says just makes it worse.
i wish i had a finite amount of the emotion sad so it would run out already and i wish that i wouldn't have to answer questions or acknowledge people in anyway so stay in my own bubble. Everything anyone says just makes it worse.
Monday, 22 March 2010
Sunday, 21 March 2010
'Hey' is for horses you douchebag, and it's a stupid greeting anyway
Today i was forced to spend the entire day tidying my room, of course i spent it instead on MLIA, FML, IMMD and facebook and pretended to tidy whenever my mum came through, she soon caught on to this. What she did not catch on to was the fact that instead of tidying the mess i put most of my stuff under my bed and in drawers, i think i win. She then tried to tell me that it would be so nice if my room was like this all the time. I said it was a ridiculous statement as lots of things 'would' be nice such as having a slide instead of stairs. My mum ignored me and continued her rant, my reply after 5 minutes of her talking at me was maybe i would keep my room tidy if i had a slide for stairs.
Looking at what I've written it appears IMMD and MLIA have drastically rubbed off on me today.
In case you couldn't tell from this blog title and content I'm in a shit mood. My weekend wasn't very good at all, i did however complete another first i can add to the list. Buying weed myself. Usually i just have other peoples, probably cause I'm a selfish bitch.
Friday was spent with Holly mildly drunk, i wasn't (shock horror). However i didn't mind because i had chips and cheese. This is my new favourite thing, i love it more than almost everything atm. So anyway we spent the majority of the night in the net of the rope climbing frame at Castle Green. It was freezing so i was basically on top of Holly for warmth and i got mildly bored so resorted to having one of Holly's headphone while we both sang wildly out of tune funny songs. T'was good.
On Saturday i bought Iona's birthday present and myself some new shoes seeing as i had literally had like one pair that broke my feet when i wore them. I still have to order new clothes and shoes off the Internet too. (x Saturday night just went in the ferry again. Michael found cigarettes on the ground which we then smoked this then led us to the argument of whether it was scummy or not. I argued it wasn't as they were in a packet, it would have been a waste if we hadn't and because the packet had cigarettes in it it wasn't scummy but logical of course. In my head i still know it's scummy, but as i am with most things I'm past caring.
Also i finally got around to watching Lady Gaga's new Telephone video and although it apparently cost like £1million to make i still prefer the Bad Romance video, although this is probably because of the outfits.
In other news: ew school.
Looking at what I've written it appears IMMD and MLIA have drastically rubbed off on me today.
In case you couldn't tell from this blog title and content I'm in a shit mood. My weekend wasn't very good at all, i did however complete another first i can add to the list. Buying weed myself. Usually i just have other peoples, probably cause I'm a selfish bitch.
Friday was spent with Holly mildly drunk, i wasn't (shock horror). However i didn't mind because i had chips and cheese. This is my new favourite thing, i love it more than almost everything atm. So anyway we spent the majority of the night in the net of the rope climbing frame at Castle Green. It was freezing so i was basically on top of Holly for warmth and i got mildly bored so resorted to having one of Holly's headphone while we both sang wildly out of tune funny songs. T'was good.
On Saturday i bought Iona's birthday present and myself some new shoes seeing as i had literally had like one pair that broke my feet when i wore them. I still have to order new clothes and shoes off the Internet too. (x Saturday night just went in the ferry again. Michael found cigarettes on the ground which we then smoked this then led us to the argument of whether it was scummy or not. I argued it wasn't as they were in a packet, it would have been a waste if we hadn't and because the packet had cigarettes in it it wasn't scummy but logical of course. In my head i still know it's scummy, but as i am with most things I'm past caring.
Also i finally got around to watching Lady Gaga's new Telephone video and although it apparently cost like £1million to make i still prefer the Bad Romance video, although this is probably because of the outfits.
In other news: ew school.
Thursday, 18 March 2010
i'm an addict for dramatics, i confuse the two for love
I apologise for not blogging in so long, sincerely. I've been busy with idiot school: art folio deadline and maths 2nd prelims. What's the point in a second prelim you ask? Oh there's no point, y'know just for fucking lolz, yeah. It makes me sick. Anyway onto my last weekend. So i probably cried more last week than i have in a lonnnnng time. Friday paid a large part in this: It started fine. In the afternoon we went to see Romeo and Juliet on a school trip to St Andrews, although lunch was very yummy the play was shit. I fell asleep in the first half and Holly fell asleep in the second. However it was hilarious when Sam was asking me and Holly if we thought he was hot and making it really awkward (he forced us to say yes btw). We were fed up of the awkwardness so resorted to turning to girls from a different school in front of us and asking then what they thought of him, ha ha. They said he wasn't hot but they'd be generous and say he was cute. We then went on to discuss hot guys who were also watching the play, it was pure win and embarrassed Sam which is of course always a plus. That night me and Holly went to Hustlers (the place where Holly previously had her drink spiked, is really scummy and doesn't give a fuck about under-agers). Hour Assault were playing, that Michael, Darren, Sam and now Fraser. They were good but needless to say i got really quite drunk and spent alot of the night crying too much. Then some weird 20ish year old girls started talking to us in the bathroom cause we were all intoxicated. We later found out that they were on MD MA when they told us, then noticed their pupils were actually HUGE. It was kind of funny. They then made us dance to them to screamo bands, it was peculiar. Then i got cheesy chips and called Mikey Lolville while drunk. We then got the bus to the ferry while i continued to cry profusely which was shit but as i sobered up towards the very end of the night it was okay, just freezing. Walking home with Gary was pretty hilarious and after i realised that walking alone at like 12 along the badly lit front is not something i can handle. I was still thinking of that stupid scary movie i watched a couple of weeks ago at nicoles and it creeped me out so much i had to walk in the middle of the road cause whatever side of the pavement i moved to i was paranoid something would jump out at me, i could only face putting one headphone in and resorted to texting everyone to distract myself. On Saturday i went in town with Holly, it started off wierdly funny (Holly'll know what i'm talking about lolzz) but we then bought me heels for my birthday which i adore <3 Later i met jamie and we went to the secret garden and then to robbies for a bit. Later we walked along to Travs after finding out he was having an inpromto party, i was a bit gutted at first cause i had no alcohol. But then i saw Erin there who was totallt, totally fucked and she gave me a half bottle of a bunch of stuff mixed up, it was pretty strong. I got drunk quickly and spent the night dancing, kissing jamie in the corner and half-heartedly holding Holly up. She was way more drunk. Yeah, so it was a win. I don't know what time we left but me and jamie stayed at lewis' house. I had to get up and leavelewis' at 10 the next day which was horrendous. Me, Holly and my parents were going to Glasgow that day shopping and then to see YM@6. I was very disappointed as there was absolutely nothing i wanted to buy so i actually could've had a lie-in. Fail. Anyway i was pretty much in a weird shitty mood all day as my mind was on other things, but i had a yummy tea at pizza hut and then me and Holly were off to you me at 6, get this- sober -i know what the actual fuck? We had no alcohol is only why tbh, :L. Yeah so we had to get 3 taxi's to get to the right place cause we kept going to a slightly diffrent place than the one we meant. D: When we got there it was freezing and the queue was actually HUGE, seriously HUGE. So we queue jumped in with Rob and stuff. (x We were so fucking cold before we got in but Forever the Sickest Kids were already on when we were allowed inside so Holly grabbed my hand and we ran and pushed to the front. I don't really like them as a band cause they're pretty gay but it was funny. We The Kings were on next, they were good. I like them quite a bit, i think at some point during them playing i lost my shoes leaving me in only tights which was very sore. Then ym@s came on. They were amazing obviously, and i was beyond boiling. It was amazing.
Not so fun was the school week, in which i got so stressed i reapetedly cried in front of my parents and got disgusting skin. Well now it's going to be the weekend, hopefully it'll be good (:
Not so fun was the school week, in which i got so stressed i reapetedly cried in front of my parents and got disgusting skin. Well now it's going to be the weekend, hopefully it'll be good (:
Thursday, 11 March 2010
Dont need candles or cake, just need your body to make Birthday Sex
Well today i officially turned 16, disappointingly there was an insufficient lack of birthday sex. Reference to Jeremiah-Birthday Sex Song here and in title. (:
It was a very topsy turvy day mainly cause i'm a literally wierdo. yay (sarcasm).
Anyway so i spent most of last night in my room crying. Holly called me at 12 to wish me happy birthday while i sat on the phone silently crying to her. It was a fail. That morning of my 16th i cried, school improved the day to start. Nuala, Erin, Nad,Chloe, Nicole and Holly were all lovely to me as was everyone i was actually pretty overwhelmed cause everyone was so nice and said Happy Birthday etc. Except one boy who can be pushed out a window and not come to my party. Anyway everyone was lovely and Iona got me a beyond great unexpected present, i was very pleased. It went downhill towards the end of the day- mainly maths where i started to feel shit again. So after that i started crying alot except i was meeting Mikey Colville (or Mikey Lolville as i prefer to call him) after school and i was in a bit of a state, i felt pretty bad cause i know how difficult boys find it to deal with crying girls. Mikey did very well though, his incredibly happy demeanor was refreshing. So we sat in the secret garden which is probably one of my favourite places in the world and talked. Then he had to leave and i was sad again, then got home and my mum knew i was upset so the crying started agin and now my parents probably think i have pyscological problems, as per. I cheered up a bit later and had tea and opened my cards and stuff. It was okay, i had stopped crying so it was better i guess. In conclusion it was the most i've ever cried in a while and certainly on a birthday So it was like a win and lose of a day at the same time,wtf.
It was a very topsy turvy day mainly cause i'm a literally wierdo. yay (sarcasm).
Anyway so i spent most of last night in my room crying. Holly called me at 12 to wish me happy birthday while i sat on the phone silently crying to her. It was a fail. That morning of my 16th i cried, school improved the day to start. Nuala, Erin, Nad,Chloe, Nicole and Holly were all lovely to me as was everyone i was actually pretty overwhelmed cause everyone was so nice and said Happy Birthday etc. Except one boy who can be pushed out a window and not come to my party. Anyway everyone was lovely and Iona got me a beyond great unexpected present, i was very pleased. It went downhill towards the end of the day- mainly maths where i started to feel shit again. So after that i started crying alot except i was meeting Mikey Colville (or Mikey Lolville as i prefer to call him) after school and i was in a bit of a state, i felt pretty bad cause i know how difficult boys find it to deal with crying girls. Mikey did very well though, his incredibly happy demeanor was refreshing. So we sat in the secret garden which is probably one of my favourite places in the world and talked. Then he had to leave and i was sad again, then got home and my mum knew i was upset so the crying started agin and now my parents probably think i have pyscological problems, as per. I cheered up a bit later and had tea and opened my cards and stuff. It was okay, i had stopped crying so it was better i guess. In conclusion it was the most i've ever cried in a while and certainly on a birthday So it was like a win and lose of a day at the same time,wtf.
Wednesday, 10 March 2010
gay elephant
I'm in an extremely bad mood. I'm not too sure why but the fact that i have to learn a whole french writing test for tomorrow, have a maths prelim on Monday that I'm gonna fail and am gonna have a shit birthday are all contributing factors. lose.
I thought the story of the first time I got drunk might make for interesting reading.
It was the first week of last summer, i had stolen a bottle of red wine from my kitchen and was in the ferry with Grant, Connor, Mark, Holly, Iona and later Aaron.
It was probably like half 7ish or so when we got to the beach. We were just chatting and things and had just opened the wine which only me and Holly were drinking, at this point we had only had afew sips. Then we noticed Police going about very near in their car alot, Holly jumped to the logical thought of burying the unsealed wine in the sand. The police got out the car and came over to us about 5 minutes later, at this point i was thinking 'smart move stanspus'. The police asked afew pointless questions such as: "What're you up to?" etc and then left. We then proceeded to dig for the wine and began to drink it again, realising burying it poorly with a loose top in the sand was a bad idea. Needless to say we tasted sand for the rest of the night. So seeing as it was my first time drinking a reasonable amount i got drunk very fast. I drank too much. Before i was horrendously drunk some hot American guy who was on holiday swap here was talking to us, i don't remember much apart from he was hot and he had tattoos? After he left it appears the wine kicked in as me, Holly and Iona decided we should go and look for him, obviously we couldn't find him and by then i felt sick and wasn't enjoying the unfamiliar dizzy, spinning sensation that was constantly surrounding me. For the remainder of the night it gets blurry, i remember chasing Grant, Connor and Mark with Holly possibly because they had stolen our shoes. I also remember they buried them really deep and they took ages to find, the drunkenness didn't help. Aaron arrived at some point during this palava, then i felt really sick and kept saying so. Then i said that i was gonna throw up .. . . sadly i wasn't lying. I can't imagine it was pretty, at least i only threw up pure wine not food. I then proceeded to profusely apologise to everyone around me a million times. literally. Grant and Connor then had to walk/carry me home, i was hopeless. They were very late home because of me. I then stumbled into the house still very obviously drunk. My mother asked me if i was drunk to which i replied something along the lines of: "What no? I'm not drunk, you're drunk, Are you drunk?" Making it blindingly obvious that i was disgustingly drunk. I then fell upstairs into my room and knocked EVERYTHING over. My mum followed me upstairs to accuse me more. Following that i KO'd in my bed fully dressed, the next day i was meant to be helping at a church ( i know, ironic) holiday club that i couldn't get out of. It started just before 9. I knew what Hell felt like that morning. With a killer headache but overly perky attitude to hide my being hungover i attended the Holiday Club thing. I literally was scared i was going to throw up all over the hall in front of everyone that's how shit and sick-prone i felt. Thankfully i didn't. Then my downwards spiral into alcoholism began and sadly and pathetically, I've never looked back since.
I thought the story of the first time I got drunk might make for interesting reading.
It was the first week of last summer, i had stolen a bottle of red wine from my kitchen and was in the ferry with Grant, Connor, Mark, Holly, Iona and later Aaron.
It was probably like half 7ish or so when we got to the beach. We were just chatting and things and had just opened the wine which only me and Holly were drinking, at this point we had only had afew sips. Then we noticed Police going about very near in their car alot, Holly jumped to the logical thought of burying the unsealed wine in the sand. The police got out the car and came over to us about 5 minutes later, at this point i was thinking 'smart move stanspus'. The police asked afew pointless questions such as: "What're you up to?" etc and then left. We then proceeded to dig for the wine and began to drink it again, realising burying it poorly with a loose top in the sand was a bad idea. Needless to say we tasted sand for the rest of the night. So seeing as it was my first time drinking a reasonable amount i got drunk very fast. I drank too much. Before i was horrendously drunk some hot American guy who was on holiday swap here was talking to us, i don't remember much apart from he was hot and he had tattoos? After he left it appears the wine kicked in as me, Holly and Iona decided we should go and look for him, obviously we couldn't find him and by then i felt sick and wasn't enjoying the unfamiliar dizzy, spinning sensation that was constantly surrounding me. For the remainder of the night it gets blurry, i remember chasing Grant, Connor and Mark with Holly possibly because they had stolen our shoes. I also remember they buried them really deep and they took ages to find, the drunkenness didn't help. Aaron arrived at some point during this palava, then i felt really sick and kept saying so. Then i said that i was gonna throw up .. . . sadly i wasn't lying. I can't imagine it was pretty, at least i only threw up pure wine not food. I then proceeded to profusely apologise to everyone around me a million times. literally. Grant and Connor then had to walk/carry me home, i was hopeless. They were very late home because of me. I then stumbled into the house still very obviously drunk. My mother asked me if i was drunk to which i replied something along the lines of: "What no? I'm not drunk, you're drunk, Are you drunk?" Making it blindingly obvious that i was disgustingly drunk. I then fell upstairs into my room and knocked EVERYTHING over. My mum followed me upstairs to accuse me more. Following that i KO'd in my bed fully dressed, the next day i was meant to be helping at a church ( i know, ironic) holiday club that i couldn't get out of. It started just before 9. I knew what Hell felt like that morning. With a killer headache but overly perky attitude to hide my being hungover i attended the Holiday Club thing. I literally was scared i was going to throw up all over the hall in front of everyone that's how shit and sick-prone i felt. Thankfully i didn't. Then my downwards spiral into alcoholism began and sadly and pathetically, I've never looked back since.
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
head on my shoulder, my shoulder, my shoulder
So my friend (if you could call her that since I'm like attached to her) Holly has a blog also 'You need a thneed'. She posted an entry detailing the firsts of 2009 and 2010 for her. She also detailed some previous years. Below is my response to this. Before reading you must keep in mind that until summer last year i was a non-swearing, non-drinking, non-smoking, chastity-believing devout christian baptist.
This probably seems impossible to believe if you've ever met me or read this blog but yeah things change. It was when i started being friends with Holly, and I'm a lot happier and content now to when i was all christiany so i guess its okay. And before reading i warn you, don't judge me (x
Firsts of 2009
1)Getting really drunk
2) Stealing alcohol from my house, a lot of alcohol- we had no other way to get alcohol so resorted to constantly stealing from my house, we were never caught seriously. The only problem is that now there's nothing left to steal. Dx
3) Smoking weed- i was drunk i smoked weed, i was annoyed at myself when i sobered up. Then i realised i couldn't care so do it whenever i want.
4) Smoking a cigarette- i was drunk, i smoked. Now i like it way too much and would do it sober given the opportunity.
5) Wanting to die from stupid drunken mistakes- anyone who has met me probably know what i mean here, but lots of drunken things I've done have made me want to die too.
6) Lied to a ridiculous extent to lots of people- me pretending to be a good daughter and christian was hard to keep up, now it's pretty much known by most that my way is just pure scum now.
7) Kissed people who have girlfriends, i know this is hideously wrong but i was very very drunk when it happened.
8) Kissed a girl- drunk, that is all.
9) Took poppers- i did this before i had even gotten drunk, wtf? But yeah i still maintain it's not really a drug. However at the time me and holly didn't realise we were idiots who would do way too much and have our lips turn blue from lack of blood flow and almost pass out and faint many times. It also caused us skin diseases, but only because we did it too much/wrong.
10)Kissed a boy- i know its ridiculously old for first time to kiss a boy, but remember i was a christian who was only supposed to kiss people that i was dating and were also Christians. Also it was the single worst kiss I've ever experienced.
11) Kissed a lot of people in 1 night.- I can't remember numbers here, but I think 4 or more is the most in 1 night, needless to say i was drunk and regretted about 50% of the people i kissed the next day.
12) Thrown up for a reason other than being ill- Drunk obviously, i did this with wine the first time i got drunk, it was repulsive. Since then it's become a regular occurrence and tbh no one thinks anything of it anymore.
13) Punched someone- In actual fact they deserved it but i was drunk so apologised afew weeks afterwards.
14) Went on holiday with one of my best friends- Holly, Florida, Best time ever.(x
15) Embraced my emo fag taste in music- At first Holly was unaccepting, however she got used to it and i enjoyed it.
Firsts of 2010
1) Crashing a party on New Year, surrounded by people we didn't know me and holly lied horrifically about our age and careers and i got in with some dream boy American called Aaron.
2) Kissing someone significantly older than me (Aaron was 20) Shut up, its not weird.
4) Stayed over at a boys house.
3) Being properly in love with someone, i don't care how cliche or stupid this sounds because it's true. (:
4) Started blogging about my retardedness.
5) Used punctuation in a blog- I know, how weird? (:
6) As holly delicately put it, discovered a boy from the waist down.
7) Not pulled a bunch of people i don't like at a party- Thanks goes to Jamie for this. (:
8) Had family members try to talk to me about sex- Ew
That's all i can think of right now. I like how you can see my gradual spiral into scuminess in list form, beautiful.
This probably seems impossible to believe if you've ever met me or read this blog but yeah things change. It was when i started being friends with Holly, and I'm a lot happier and content now to when i was all christiany so i guess its okay. And before reading i warn you, don't judge me (x
Firsts of 2009
1)Getting really drunk
2) Stealing alcohol from my house, a lot of alcohol- we had no other way to get alcohol so resorted to constantly stealing from my house, we were never caught seriously. The only problem is that now there's nothing left to steal. Dx
3) Smoking weed- i was drunk i smoked weed, i was annoyed at myself when i sobered up. Then i realised i couldn't care so do it whenever i want.
4) Smoking a cigarette- i was drunk, i smoked. Now i like it way too much and would do it sober given the opportunity.
5) Wanting to die from stupid drunken mistakes- anyone who has met me probably know what i mean here, but lots of drunken things I've done have made me want to die too.
6) Lied to a ridiculous extent to lots of people- me pretending to be a good daughter and christian was hard to keep up, now it's pretty much known by most that my way is just pure scum now.
7) Kissed people who have girlfriends, i know this is hideously wrong but i was very very drunk when it happened.
8) Kissed a girl- drunk, that is all.
9) Took poppers- i did this before i had even gotten drunk, wtf? But yeah i still maintain it's not really a drug. However at the time me and holly didn't realise we were idiots who would do way too much and have our lips turn blue from lack of blood flow and almost pass out and faint many times. It also caused us skin diseases, but only because we did it too much/wrong.
10)Kissed a boy- i know its ridiculously old for first time to kiss a boy, but remember i was a christian who was only supposed to kiss people that i was dating and were also Christians. Also it was the single worst kiss I've ever experienced.
11) Kissed a lot of people in 1 night.- I can't remember numbers here, but I think 4 or more is the most in 1 night, needless to say i was drunk and regretted about 50% of the people i kissed the next day.
12) Thrown up for a reason other than being ill- Drunk obviously, i did this with wine the first time i got drunk, it was repulsive. Since then it's become a regular occurrence and tbh no one thinks anything of it anymore.
13) Punched someone- In actual fact they deserved it but i was drunk so apologised afew weeks afterwards.
14) Went on holiday with one of my best friends- Holly, Florida, Best time ever.(x
15) Embraced my emo fag taste in music- At first Holly was unaccepting, however she got used to it and i enjoyed it.
Firsts of 2010
1) Crashing a party on New Year, surrounded by people we didn't know me and holly lied horrifically about our age and careers and i got in with some dream boy American called Aaron.
2) Kissing someone significantly older than me (Aaron was 20) Shut up, its not weird.
4) Stayed over at a boys house.
3) Being properly in love with someone, i don't care how cliche or stupid this sounds because it's true. (:
4) Started blogging about my retardedness.
5) Used punctuation in a blog- I know, how weird? (:
6) As holly delicately put it, discovered a boy from the waist down.
7) Not pulled a bunch of people i don't like at a party- Thanks goes to Jamie for this. (:
8) Had family members try to talk to me about sex- Ew
That's all i can think of right now. I like how you can see my gradual spiral into scuminess in list form, beautiful.
Monday, 8 March 2010
run and hide, away from me
sozzz for not blogging regularly D:
ive been busy and such with homework and having a social life and all (x
so this weekend and curent events and such
On friday night i went to see the much anticipated Alice In Wonderland newly directed by Tim Burton in 3D, i dont think ive ever seen a film in 3D at the cinema before but it was amazing (the film and the 3D-ness) I would highly recommend seeing it, its so good (x
On saturday i went in town with lucy cowpland and we had carrot cake, it was yummy. I tried on awesome high heels and felt godly and bought a fuel which i physically couldnt want anymore right now Dx On saturday night i went to nicoles with nuala nad and erin, it was pretty fun except me and nuala had to walk through Gillies Park in the pitch dark to get to nicoles and just about literally wet ourselves in fear. It didnt help that at nicoles we watched Sorority Row which was soo scary and gory so i gad my eyes shut about 90% of the time. Then me and nuala had to walk home but when we got outside the graveyard we were such pussies we had to run :L
The next day i met a hungover jamie in town and we wnt to the McManuc Galleries, it was good. And there was a bear there which was the highlight, although it was either dead and stuffed or fake so that was a bit of a sucky thought. Then we went to Jamies and watched the mummy 1 and 2, by 2 it was getting cheesy and cliche also it was like 3 hours long but jamies amusing so its all good. (x
Today was non uniform which i left down to the last minute(rebellious i know), could i live life anymore on the edge? Hell No
We had a needle stuch in our arms too, incase of cervical cancer. However i looked this up and apparentlty only people who are highly sexually active with an infected person are likely to contract it so . . . i don't think im included in this?
My lunchtime sunday has to be mentioned purely cause it's so freaking Godly, i like die just thinking of it, i know i have no life
Oh yeah and tomorrow we're off so i can lie in with my electric blanket, i may well eat a sundae whilst doing so which would make it the single best day ever.
In other news, i turn 16 on thursday. That means i'm like a huge adult and such xD and i still have to ask my parents about having a small gathering for which they will hopefully go away overnight. I am skeptical of their reaction. However it won't be a small gathering, it will be a party, there will be lots of alcohol and drugs too probably which of course = win (x
Also my parents know i have a boyfriend now, cause apparently i forgot to close down my facebook, so of course they examined the whole thing and then quizzed me who's jamie? At this point i was like wtf, how did you know?? then they acted all smart and i stormed upstairs for effect and of course cause im a teenager :/
that is all
ive been busy and such with homework and having a social life and all (x
so this weekend and curent events and such
On friday night i went to see the much anticipated Alice In Wonderland newly directed by Tim Burton in 3D, i dont think ive ever seen a film in 3D at the cinema before but it was amazing (the film and the 3D-ness) I would highly recommend seeing it, its so good (x
On saturday i went in town with lucy cowpland and we had carrot cake, it was yummy. I tried on awesome high heels and felt godly and bought a fuel which i physically couldnt want anymore right now Dx On saturday night i went to nicoles with nuala nad and erin, it was pretty fun except me and nuala had to walk through Gillies Park in the pitch dark to get to nicoles and just about literally wet ourselves in fear. It didnt help that at nicoles we watched Sorority Row which was soo scary and gory so i gad my eyes shut about 90% of the time. Then me and nuala had to walk home but when we got outside the graveyard we were such pussies we had to run :L
The next day i met a hungover jamie in town and we wnt to the McManuc Galleries, it was good. And there was a bear there which was the highlight, although it was either dead and stuffed or fake so that was a bit of a sucky thought. Then we went to Jamies and watched the mummy 1 and 2, by 2 it was getting cheesy and cliche also it was like 3 hours long but jamies amusing so its all good. (x
Today was non uniform which i left down to the last minute(rebellious i know), could i live life anymore on the edge? Hell No
We had a needle stuch in our arms too, incase of cervical cancer. However i looked this up and apparentlty only people who are highly sexually active with an infected person are likely to contract it so . . . i don't think im included in this?
My lunchtime sunday has to be mentioned purely cause it's so freaking Godly, i like die just thinking of it, i know i have no life
Oh yeah and tomorrow we're off so i can lie in with my electric blanket, i may well eat a sundae whilst doing so which would make it the single best day ever.
In other news, i turn 16 on thursday. That means i'm like a huge adult and such xD and i still have to ask my parents about having a small gathering for which they will hopefully go away overnight. I am skeptical of their reaction. However it won't be a small gathering, it will be a party, there will be lots of alcohol and drugs too probably which of course = win (x
Also my parents know i have a boyfriend now, cause apparently i forgot to close down my facebook, so of course they examined the whole thing and then quizzed me who's jamie? At this point i was like wtf, how did you know?? then they acted all smart and i stormed upstairs for effect and of course cause im a teenager :/
that is all
Sunday, 28 February 2010
Smiling from ear to ear, Our breathing has got too loud, show me the bedroom floor
hmmm this weekend . . .xD
so on friday i didnt get drunk, cause there was like no alcohol available in my house to steal which kinda sucked but it was a good night
we went to costas then liam and fraser played, they were very good, and they played Dammit! blink182 so i was pleased as, the rest of the night i watched people who werent me smoke weed and it was annoying, also it was actually beyond freezing and once jamie left it only got worse so both me and holly resorted to shoving our hands in mikeys pockets consequently making him look like quite the pimp i'd imagine
so it was reeeeally cold so me and holly got back to mine for 11, then we sat and had hot ribena and i had my electric blanket <3 then holly pissed about on my facebook with hilarious consequences, i was laughing so much i couldnt feel my stomach muscles anymore and i couldnt breathe (x twas good Then we had toffee cake for breakfast
So that day i literally forgot to eat, (i do this all the time at weekends) that saturday night i went to jamies friends ryans house and met people hes friends with but because i had gin and no food in my stomach i remember only a very small amount of the night
Apparently jamie practically had to carry me up the stairs, also i spent like 40 minutes or so properly sobbing in a room half/fully ?(who even remembers?) naked on my own in the dark calling my entire phonebook and making no sense. Then jamie came back and made me stop (: Also i spent a large proportion of the night repeating things i had previously said like : youre hair's so pretty, i love you, i dont want to gain weight and that girl is hot These are actual examples, yes, i am that retarded
Jamie most likely spiked my drink (x
so today i got home and ate and ate and drank tonnes cause im constantly thirsty
Also i saw two of hollys business assosiates layla and emma and seeing as i looked like a generally hungover slutty scummy drunk and i have to see them quite alot it might be awkward Also everytime i see them i look like this, this should probably tell me something but tbh i dont really care
But yeah in conclusion my weekend was amaaaazing (:
Also sam: MEESEYS GONNA GET CHOOOO
so on friday i didnt get drunk, cause there was like no alcohol available in my house to steal which kinda sucked but it was a good night
we went to costas then liam and fraser played, they were very good, and they played Dammit! blink182 so i was pleased as, the rest of the night i watched people who werent me smoke weed and it was annoying, also it was actually beyond freezing and once jamie left it only got worse so both me and holly resorted to shoving our hands in mikeys pockets consequently making him look like quite the pimp i'd imagine
so it was reeeeally cold so me and holly got back to mine for 11, then we sat and had hot ribena and i had my electric blanket <3 then holly pissed about on my facebook with hilarious consequences, i was laughing so much i couldnt feel my stomach muscles anymore and i couldnt breathe (x twas good Then we had toffee cake for breakfast
So that day i literally forgot to eat, (i do this all the time at weekends) that saturday night i went to jamies friends ryans house and met people hes friends with but because i had gin and no food in my stomach i remember only a very small amount of the night
Apparently jamie practically had to carry me up the stairs, also i spent like 40 minutes or so properly sobbing in a room half/fully ?(who even remembers?) naked on my own in the dark calling my entire phonebook and making no sense. Then jamie came back and made me stop (: Also i spent a large proportion of the night repeating things i had previously said like : youre hair's so pretty, i love you, i dont want to gain weight and that girl is hot These are actual examples, yes, i am that retarded
Jamie most likely spiked my drink (x
so today i got home and ate and ate and drank tonnes cause im constantly thirsty
Also i saw two of hollys business assosiates layla and emma and seeing as i looked like a generally hungover slutty scummy drunk and i have to see them quite alot it might be awkward Also everytime i see them i look like this, this should probably tell me something but tbh i dont really care
But yeah in conclusion my weekend was amaaaazing (:
Also sam: MEESEYS GONNA GET CHOOOO
Friday, 26 February 2010
polish girl in america
Good news i've stopped being a bitch (:
i've also stopped my copius crying, for now.
ALSO : YUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I GOT TITP TICKETS XD WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN
Anyways i'm not camping, i was aiming to get all weekend tickets without the camping but i only got Saturday and Sunday. For some reason my mother bought too tickets, at first i was like wtf mum? but then i walked into the canteen and found out Iona hadn't managed to get a ticket so she took the second one making it work out extremely well (x
so tonight im going to that costas band night thing again but this time i'll probably drink after instead of before cause that worked out kinda wierdly
i dont like stealing alcohol from my house but sometimes it just ahs to be done my friend
i'm actually so glad it's the weekend cause today felt like it took a thousand hours however i did understand my maths work fror once so it wasnt too bad (:
roll on weekend, youd better be fucking good
i've also stopped my copius crying, for now.
ALSO : YUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I GOT TITP TICKETS XD WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN WIN
Anyways i'm not camping, i was aiming to get all weekend tickets without the camping but i only got Saturday and Sunday. For some reason my mother bought too tickets, at first i was like wtf mum? but then i walked into the canteen and found out Iona hadn't managed to get a ticket so she took the second one making it work out extremely well (x
so tonight im going to that costas band night thing again but this time i'll probably drink after instead of before cause that worked out kinda wierdly
i dont like stealing alcohol from my house but sometimes it just ahs to be done my friend
i'm actually so glad it's the weekend cause today felt like it took a thousand hours however i did understand my maths work fror once so it wasnt too bad (:
roll on weekend, youd better be fucking good
Monday, 22 February 2010
pearly lash monster
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8ryQPachB8
if this video reminded me any more of holly and kt, good drunken times and dancing like a retard id be dead (x, in a good way WIN
(if link doesnt work its Hotelside Riverroom remix) i have to update my ipod
so below i will list artists and i want so i remember(it will probsies be boring to read):
Regina Spektor
Above song
falloutboy
panic! at the disco
biffy clyro
blink182
hmm these are mostly old but i recently cant get them out of my head )x
Anyway yesterday i was a pissy hormonal bitch as i have been all weekend, today i improved quite a bit but ate my own weight in biscuits
Also how i mentioned people saying crap about me and me getting annoyed, i still dont know who that was, but im going to find out Then probably kill them
Also i have decided eveyone can leave me alone, its no one elses business when and where and if i choose to take my clothes off so yeah gth
in other news i spent £10 on taxis this weekend D: i do not have the money to fund this as a habit D:
right now im looking forward to my birthday, i plan to have a lovely drunken mess of a party and only invite people i like or at least dont hate, then i can punch others who show up (x
then i'll be 16 and do whatever i want
if this video reminded me any more of holly and kt, good drunken times and dancing like a retard id be dead (x, in a good way WIN
(if link doesnt work its Hotelside Riverroom remix) i have to update my ipod
so below i will list artists and i want so i remember(it will probsies be boring to read):
Regina Spektor
Above song
falloutboy
panic! at the disco
biffy clyro
blink182
hmm these are mostly old but i recently cant get them out of my head )x
Anyway yesterday i was a pissy hormonal bitch as i have been all weekend, today i improved quite a bit but ate my own weight in biscuits
Also how i mentioned people saying crap about me and me getting annoyed, i still dont know who that was, but im going to find out Then probably kill them
Also i have decided eveyone can leave me alone, its no one elses business when and where and if i choose to take my clothes off so yeah gth
in other news i spent £10 on taxis this weekend D: i do not have the money to fund this as a habit D:
right now im looking forward to my birthday, i plan to have a lovely drunken mess of a party and only invite people i like or at least dont hate, then i can punch others who show up (x
then i'll be 16 and do whatever i want
Sunday, 21 February 2010
hmm
also everyone makes up stuff then i cant find out whats true and whats not and who said what
and im fucking over it
why are people such utter twats?
and im fucking over it
why are people such utter twats?
mephadrone is a peculiar read
to be honest alot of the time it annoys me that some people i know read this because i cant speak about certain things or people or say my true views which makes me resent the blog, its beyond retarded
right now im feeling ridiculously melancholy and have been pretty much all day, it sucks
i feel like crying, i couldnt stop crying on friday either, it was shit Im clearly pregnant and hollys the father
But seriously feelings and body STFU
anyway my weekend
on friday i went to liams, it wasnt very exciting but it was fun
On sat >>>> and now im crying again, im fucking pregnant
anyway on saturday i went in town with lucy, we boughts abi's birthday gift
We also spent like 20 minutes in the ridiculously freezing cold during which the whole time i was pining for jamies pockets and hands, and also holly's fur coat pockets and looking for the right street to find this cafe which lucy claims has the best carrot cake ever
Then it was closed D: it was a disaster so Lucy took me on a date to the pancake place and we had chips (x
i bought myself some nice bug earrings and an eyeliner so it was a win
That night people were meant to be staying at mine but in the end holly had a free house so we all went there
We had like no alcohol so me and holly resorted to drinking very little very quickly
Then i threw up quite alot
which was wierd as all i'd eaten all day was 4 chocolate biscuits and a fuel
so i got quite drunk and spent most of the night with jamie (:
the night ended very wierdly and kindof awkwardly before holly kicked us out
today i went to abi's for lunch and then went to the cinema to see 'valentines day' which wasnt as bad as it sounds, twas pretty good
this guy who was an absolute dick to me when i was drunk and took advantage was there with what i can only assume was his gf, i thought it was pretty ironic
in conclusion i had a pretty good weekend i think
right now im feeling ridiculously melancholy and have been pretty much all day, it sucks
i feel like crying, i couldnt stop crying on friday either, it was shit Im clearly pregnant and hollys the father
But seriously feelings and body STFU
anyway my weekend
on friday i went to liams, it wasnt very exciting but it was fun
On sat >>>> and now im crying again, im fucking pregnant
anyway on saturday i went in town with lucy, we boughts abi's birthday gift
We also spent like 20 minutes in the ridiculously freezing cold during which the whole time i was pining for jamies pockets and hands, and also holly's fur coat pockets and looking for the right street to find this cafe which lucy claims has the best carrot cake ever
Then it was closed D: it was a disaster so Lucy took me on a date to the pancake place and we had chips (x
i bought myself some nice bug earrings and an eyeliner so it was a win
That night people were meant to be staying at mine but in the end holly had a free house so we all went there
We had like no alcohol so me and holly resorted to drinking very little very quickly
Then i threw up quite alot
which was wierd as all i'd eaten all day was 4 chocolate biscuits and a fuel
so i got quite drunk and spent most of the night with jamie (:
the night ended very wierdly and kindof awkwardly before holly kicked us out
today i went to abi's for lunch and then went to the cinema to see 'valentines day' which wasnt as bad as it sounds, twas pretty good
this guy who was an absolute dick to me when i was drunk and took advantage was there with what i can only assume was his gf, i thought it was pretty ironic
in conclusion i had a pretty good weekend i think
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
read all my posts and i'll love you forever shitface
i just re-read my first blog post, it mentioned me having a valentines day pissup or 'fat losers valentines days piss up'I grinned for afew minutes after reading it when i realised i dint have to do that, or be sad on valentines day P.S. Sorry to people whos faces im rubbing this in . . . . but XD
my new thing for lent is to finish all my homework before 1 each night, me and jamie (jew) made a deal, i'll do this if he gives up modern warfare 2 (x But lent isnt on sundays so it shouldnt be too bad
Also i dint have pancakes on pancake day, someone should make me a stack-ful and turn up at my door with them (but in a non creepy way) (:
oh, did i blog about the creepy sex talk my mother had with me ? it was horrible and all because i shaved my legs when i was about to on tights :S sorry for having personal hygene mother, sorry
also in reference in my effort to gain weight, i just ate 2 bags of chips pretty much to myself, i have achieved the goal of weight gain now I can eat how i normally do now (:
im still loving regina spektor a ridiculous amount, also the clik clik- my dunks is constantly in my head Tbh i find it endlessly amusing
my new thing for lent is to finish all my homework before 1 each night, me and jamie (jew) made a deal, i'll do this if he gives up modern warfare 2 (x But lent isnt on sundays so it shouldnt be too bad
Also i dint have pancakes on pancake day, someone should make me a stack-ful and turn up at my door with them (but in a non creepy way) (:
oh, did i blog about the creepy sex talk my mother had with me ? it was horrible and all because i shaved my legs when i was about to on tights :S sorry for having personal hygene mother, sorry
also in reference in my effort to gain weight, i just ate 2 bags of chips pretty much to myself, i have achieved the goal of weight gain now I can eat how i normally do now (:
im still loving regina spektor a ridiculous amount, also the clik clik- my dunks is constantly in my head Tbh i find it endlessly amusing
Monday, 15 February 2010
beeeeat eet eet eet
today i've had Lying is the most fun . . . -panic! at the disco and regina spektor stuck in my head, all day It was actually pretty good considering i usually get songs i cant stand stuck in my head (x
SIDENOTE- from now on to avoid confusion jamie williams will be refered to as 'jamie (j.e.w.)' because of his initials and jamie other one will probsies just be called jamie or jamie thomas, that is all
So saturday night was fun, alot of fun . . . from what i can remember lolzzz
First was Sam and Sophies thing which was good Sams costume was amusing as was sophies (: i didnt dress up because i lack personality and spare time to think of costumes so i wore a dress which was equally as good and more practical
Yeah so after their thing was a sort-of after party at the beach/castle green, thats when things start to get blurry, very blurry We had hidden our alcohol in bushes outside (so so classy i know) so after retrieving that we preceeded to drink a bit too much a bit too fast I saw erin a bit later that night though and she was so drunk it was a different league, twas hilarious
Tbh i dont remember much else, i was with jamie alot apparently which i rememberish and i got a taxi at one but i cant think of anything else
Oh yeah im pretty sure at liams i huddled myself into a ball on his porch and stayed like that for like 20 minutes?? but who knows? :S
On sunday(valentines) me, michael, darren and jamie (j.e.w.) went to hollys friends magazine launch thing as holly starred in the magazine. Darren was scum so it was consequensely quite hilarious, also holly dressed me up as a red mermaid (x or thats what i refer to reference it as
Also i've noticed i've lost alot of weight, it hit me on sunday when shorts that usually fit well/on the tight side were baggy on me, then i seriously looked in the mirror and was like hmmmmm *annoyed tone* and commenced to up my eating regime
Sunday night me holly erin and nicole went to nualas it was good but a bit of a fail as we all were really tired so went home ridiculously early
Today jamie (j.e.w.) came round to mine ridiculously early(noticing a theme here?) which was gooood, he wanted me to make him a breakfast, i declined, he also totally wanted to watch twilight on dvd with all the extras XD joking but his middle names edward and he lives on edward street or whatever so its obviously hes really secretly obsessed with it
then he went to the dentist and i watched skins and desperate housewifes and had a delicious bowl of mircowave pasta (x
also my mum said the dress i wore on saturday was 'a bit dominatrix for a 15 year old' wasn't it? i just lol'd obviously
it was a truly lovely 4 day weekend XD
SIDENOTE- from now on to avoid confusion jamie williams will be refered to as 'jamie (j.e.w.)' because of his initials and jamie other one will probsies just be called jamie or jamie thomas, that is all
So saturday night was fun, alot of fun . . . from what i can remember lolzzz
First was Sam and Sophies thing which was good Sams costume was amusing as was sophies (: i didnt dress up because i lack personality and spare time to think of costumes so i wore a dress which was equally as good and more practical
Yeah so after their thing was a sort-of after party at the beach/castle green, thats when things start to get blurry, very blurry We had hidden our alcohol in bushes outside (so so classy i know) so after retrieving that we preceeded to drink a bit too much a bit too fast I saw erin a bit later that night though and she was so drunk it was a different league, twas hilarious
Tbh i dont remember much else, i was with jamie alot apparently which i rememberish and i got a taxi at one but i cant think of anything else
Oh yeah im pretty sure at liams i huddled myself into a ball on his porch and stayed like that for like 20 minutes?? but who knows? :S
On sunday(valentines) me, michael, darren and jamie (j.e.w.) went to hollys friends magazine launch thing as holly starred in the magazine. Darren was scum so it was consequensely quite hilarious, also holly dressed me up as a red mermaid (x or thats what i refer to reference it as
Also i've noticed i've lost alot of weight, it hit me on sunday when shorts that usually fit well/on the tight side were baggy on me, then i seriously looked in the mirror and was like hmmmmm *annoyed tone* and commenced to up my eating regime
Sunday night me holly erin and nicole went to nualas it was good but a bit of a fail as we all were really tired so went home ridiculously early
Today jamie (j.e.w.) came round to mine ridiculously early(noticing a theme here?) which was gooood, he wanted me to make him a breakfast, i declined, he also totally wanted to watch twilight on dvd with all the extras XD joking but his middle names edward and he lives on edward street or whatever so its obviously hes really secretly obsessed with it
then he went to the dentist and i watched skins and desperate housewifes and had a delicious bowl of mircowave pasta (x
also my mum said the dress i wore on saturday was 'a bit dominatrix for a 15 year old' wasn't it? i just lol'd obviously
it was a truly lovely 4 day weekend XD
Saturday, 13 February 2010
i like this song a huge amount, its goood Also it reminds me hugely of afew people i really like (: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rov3pV9PsRI
the link probably didnt work correctly so apologises in advance, it's regina spektor-laughing with god
So anyway, its 1pm on the saturday of my 4 day weekend (x
Thursday night was pretty good but fffffreezing, holly ate a selection of repulsive bizarre food substances which was a conversation topic and a half
Friday was good, town to buy hair dye We (me and holly obviously) discovered an amazing american candy shop inventively called AMERICANDY, its opposite mcdonalds in town and its amazing Holly got a jar of strawberry marshmallow fluff, which needless to say is her new life companion I got Nerds but theyve ran out already, through no fault of my own tbh
Holly also took me on a date to the pancake place and bought me chips, she got impatient i was texting Jamie (not jamie thomas, the other one) while on a date with her :L but she was a crap date anyway so .. . .
Yeah so friday night went to lewis', his mother was there but didnt mind people were smoking and drinking, She is god now (x
Yeah so had some red wine with holly, laughed alot, got annoyed with people, sent alot of drunken stupid texts, so was a general win (x
Woke up today stinking like smoke and ew in hollys bed, then glee-dont stop believing came on, it was bliss tbh
So now im sitting in bed, tasting a horrible alcohol smoke taste in my mouth, on the internet Tonight is Sam and Sophies birthday party thing, which shall be good fun and after shall be even better hopefully?? if its not sam will pay (x
so weekend is going spiffing so far (x
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the link probably didnt work correctly so apologises in advance, it's regina spektor-laughing with god
So anyway, its 1pm on the saturday of my 4 day weekend (x
Thursday night was pretty good but fffffreezing, holly ate a selection of repulsive bizarre food substances which was a conversation topic and a half
Friday was good, town to buy hair dye We (me and holly obviously) discovered an amazing american candy shop inventively called AMERICANDY, its opposite mcdonalds in town and its amazing Holly got a jar of strawberry marshmallow fluff, which needless to say is her new life companion I got Nerds but theyve ran out already, through no fault of my own tbh
Holly also took me on a date to the pancake place and bought me chips, she got impatient i was texting Jamie (not jamie thomas, the other one) while on a date with her :L but she was a crap date anyway so .. . .
Yeah so friday night went to lewis', his mother was there but didnt mind people were smoking and drinking, She is god now (x
Yeah so had some red wine with holly, laughed alot, got annoyed with people, sent alot of drunken stupid texts, so was a general win (x
Woke up today stinking like smoke and ew in hollys bed, then glee-dont stop believing came on, it was bliss tbh
So now im sitting in bed, tasting a horrible alcohol smoke taste in my mouth, on the internet Tonight is Sam and Sophies birthday party thing, which shall be good fun and after shall be even better hopefully?? if its not sam will pay (x
so weekend is going spiffing so far (x
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Wednesday, 10 February 2010
meltdown
my parents think im ridiculous nowadays, or 'burning the candle at both ends' as they like to say it like a fag
i also have to 'get my priorities straight and stop drinking evrey weekend' because i'm 'only 15'
i was swift to remind them that i wasn't Lindsay Lohan despite what seems to be their popular opinion, so now i'm just avoiding them as much as possible
God bless the person who thought up the 'reject call' button on phones (:
My lack of sleep is what helped them cotton on to this 'prioritize' and 'stop drinking' crap. Today i fell asleep on the living room floor infront of my tea which was a new sleep deprived low.
This is unrelated but i really hate that now i can't use the phrase, 'it was a new low . . ' because i literally can't hit new lows tbh, everytime i use this phrase holyl is swift to say 'really caitlin? was it really?' and even if she doesnt i know it in my head that it totally isnt Mainly it lost all its meaning after darrens 16th . . . ew
In other news it's a 4day weekend XD, lets hope it's at least half as good as last weekend was
Seeing as its sophies and sams party and i have gin left from last weekend it damn well should be
in other other news everyone around me is either being strange awkward or glum and im fucking fed up of it, people said things, we know, we now all have to forget and move on before it pisses me off and upsets me further
roll on fucking weekend
i also have to 'get my priorities straight and stop drinking evrey weekend' because i'm 'only 15'
i was swift to remind them that i wasn't Lindsay Lohan despite what seems to be their popular opinion, so now i'm just avoiding them as much as possible
God bless the person who thought up the 'reject call' button on phones (:
My lack of sleep is what helped them cotton on to this 'prioritize' and 'stop drinking' crap. Today i fell asleep on the living room floor infront of my tea which was a new sleep deprived low.
This is unrelated but i really hate that now i can't use the phrase, 'it was a new low . . ' because i literally can't hit new lows tbh, everytime i use this phrase holyl is swift to say 'really caitlin? was it really?' and even if she doesnt i know it in my head that it totally isnt Mainly it lost all its meaning after darrens 16th . . . ew
In other news it's a 4day weekend XD, lets hope it's at least half as good as last weekend was
Seeing as its sophies and sams party and i have gin left from last weekend it damn well should be
in other other news everyone around me is either being strange awkward or glum and im fucking fed up of it, people said things, we know, we now all have to forget and move on before it pisses me off and upsets me further
roll on fucking weekend
Monday, 8 February 2010
holly you shant read this, weekend = win
so my recent post were all like, urghhh scholl, i better not have a shit weekend or i'll kill myself. Good news lads, i'm not killing myself
This weekend was pretty amazing, i was really skeptical on friday though
On friday it was some gig at the factory which was good i guess but they search and breathilise you on the way in and theres always a bunch of literal 2 year olds there
Anyway the bands were good - hour assault, Sorry, you're a wiener was played by As he Falls (credits to holly for the awesome play on words with the shikari song) (x
After that we all went to liams and i got vvvvery drunk even though i didnt bring any alcohol, it was a win and a half There was alot of punching too but i missed it
The next day i was lazy until liam woke up then me and jamie had to try and help him tidy the house, including the sick filled bath tub, that was awesome to say the least
Then i had to go home and eat as i hadnt since lunch the previous day D: and i had to tidy before heading to nualas to get ready to go to travz Tbh i thought travz was overly hyped and thought liams party was better. At travs ambulances were called and we left at like 11 I stayed at lewis' with a bunch of people, to summarise the kitchen is fucking freezing and boys play way too much cod
All in all, very very good weekend
oh yeah but holly wasnt there so that was a sucky bit and i kept on being a drunken idiot on the phone to her and others, in general i was just a total twat whenever on the phone this entire weekend XD
the endxxxxxxxxxxxx
This weekend was pretty amazing, i was really skeptical on friday though
On friday it was some gig at the factory which was good i guess but they search and breathilise you on the way in and theres always a bunch of literal 2 year olds there
Anyway the bands were good - hour assault, Sorry, you're a wiener was played by As he Falls (credits to holly for the awesome play on words with the shikari song) (x
After that we all went to liams and i got vvvvery drunk even though i didnt bring any alcohol, it was a win and a half There was alot of punching too but i missed it
The next day i was lazy until liam woke up then me and jamie had to try and help him tidy the house, including the sick filled bath tub, that was awesome to say the least
Then i had to go home and eat as i hadnt since lunch the previous day D: and i had to tidy before heading to nualas to get ready to go to travz Tbh i thought travz was overly hyped and thought liams party was better. At travs ambulances were called and we left at like 11 I stayed at lewis' with a bunch of people, to summarise the kitchen is fucking freezing and boys play way too much cod
All in all, very very good weekend
oh yeah but holly wasnt there so that was a sucky bit and i kept on being a drunken idiot on the phone to her and others, in general i was just a total twat whenever on the phone this entire weekend XD
the endxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thursday, 4 February 2010
holly im sorry ily etc
http://www.farmsteadcheesesandwines.com/wordpress/wp-content/photos/orig_leelanau_raclette.jpg
babybel factory
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babybel factory
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riveting
this is gonna be a short post as i have a ton of homework i havent started cause im an idiot
i got my clothes off the internet (x except i am only keeping 1 or 2 things, everything fits funny and it makes me feel sick. Poor quality website. So i literally have nothing to wear to the massive party on saturday and no time to think of outfits. Looks like thats my saturday planned - trying on everything i own ever x(
On other topics i HATE being unsure or confused about plans, seriously like so much
and my mother is bothering me
gawd i hate homework
so in conclusion today pretty much sucked, like kinda alot
roll on weekend, and if its not an improvement im killing myself by monday
im joking but yeah seriously
aw i hate decisions
i bet this was a fun post to read, im getting shitfaced this weekend to make up for todays suckiness
i got my clothes off the internet (x except i am only keeping 1 or 2 things, everything fits funny and it makes me feel sick. Poor quality website. So i literally have nothing to wear to the massive party on saturday and no time to think of outfits. Looks like thats my saturday planned - trying on everything i own ever x(
On other topics i HATE being unsure or confused about plans, seriously like so much
and my mother is bothering me
gawd i hate homework
so in conclusion today pretty much sucked, like kinda alot
roll on weekend, and if its not an improvement im killing myself by monday
im joking but yeah seriously
aw i hate decisions
i bet this was a fun post to read, im getting shitfaced this weekend to make up for todays suckiness
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
lets go (:
like my reference to riverside in the title?? i did
and tbh thats all that actually matters
anyway its wednesday, which means i have to write a whole essay for tomorrow aaaand
it's midweek (:, i really just want it to be the weekend now -i have worked soooo hard this week and when i say worked hard i mean i had alot of homework
Thats not to say i did it all but still, i think that constitutes a break . . . . or what i really mean is a huge amount of recklessness and drinking (x
i notice my blogs getting a theme here lolzz
other news? hmmm i still have no idea about subject choice or where i'm even going to be doing my highers D:
also hollys got very very very busy recently, i feel like i imagine the wife does when the husband blatantly obviously has a mistress, its peculiar but meh its kinda a novelty
Oh and Taylor momsens the new face of new look- apparently all the stuff is shit although i havent seen it yet
still, im disappointed in advance
also, just a general wandering here, doe anyone have an outtie??? facebook or comment me or something
thanks
byea xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
and tbh thats all that actually matters
anyway its wednesday, which means i have to write a whole essay for tomorrow aaaand
it's midweek (:, i really just want it to be the weekend now -i have worked soooo hard this week and when i say worked hard i mean i had alot of homework
Thats not to say i did it all but still, i think that constitutes a break . . . . or what i really mean is a huge amount of recklessness and drinking (x
i notice my blogs getting a theme here lolzz
other news? hmmm i still have no idea about subject choice or where i'm even going to be doing my highers D:
also hollys got very very very busy recently, i feel like i imagine the wife does when the husband blatantly obviously has a mistress, its peculiar but meh its kinda a novelty
Oh and Taylor momsens the new face of new look- apparently all the stuff is shit although i havent seen it yet
still, im disappointed in advance
also, just a general wandering here, doe anyone have an outtie??? facebook or comment me or something
thanks
byea xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
no marshmallows for me
Sam- ym@s are not shit and ashton kutcher is soooooooooo hot
holly- youre better at fashion and textiles than me
katie- i spend every waking second thinking of you
lucy- hiya pal (:
So as you should know i like adore Taylor Momsen, her style is really cool and basically she just epitomises cool, so anyway she's in Gossipgirl. Apparently the one episode of Gossipgirl holly ever watched they had a Vitamin water party now i love vitamin water a hell of a lot but a party based on it?? that doesn't seem wild, reckless or full of regret D: we figured out the dundee equivalent would be a Kick and tescos own brand vodka party XD sounds much better to me lolzzz
Anyway saturday= big big big party, i cant wait but i have nothing to wear D;
this will be a dilemma, don't worry though i'll report back (:
also i got my report toady- pretty goo i'd say except maths
apparently i dont try, should draw raccoons on the exam paper and dont study enough To this i say fuck off (x
byea xxxx
holly- youre better at fashion and textiles than me
katie- i spend every waking second thinking of you
lucy- hiya pal (:
So as you should know i like adore Taylor Momsen, her style is really cool and basically she just epitomises cool, so anyway she's in Gossipgirl. Apparently the one episode of Gossipgirl holly ever watched they had a Vitamin water party now i love vitamin water a hell of a lot but a party based on it?? that doesn't seem wild, reckless or full of regret D: we figured out the dundee equivalent would be a Kick and tescos own brand vodka party XD sounds much better to me lolzzz
Anyway saturday= big big big party, i cant wait but i have nothing to wear D;
this will be a dilemma, don't worry though i'll report back (:
also i got my report toady- pretty goo i'd say except maths
apparently i dont try, should draw raccoons on the exam paper and dont study enough To this i say fuck off (x
byea xxxx
Saturday, 30 January 2010
yummmm
so i thought you all had the right to know' i'm literally addicted to ke$ha (i put stars around the funny lyrics or just the bits i particularly like)
Your love is my drug by Ke$ha
Maybe i need some rehab
or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seein it in my dreams
I'm lookin down every alley
i'm makin those desperate calls
*i'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall*
what you got boy, is hard to find
i think about it all the time
im all strung out my heart is fried
i just cant get you off my mind!
because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
wont listen to any advice
mommas tellin me i should think twice
but look into my own devices, im addicted its a crisis
my friends think ive gone crazy
*my judgments gettin kinda hazy*
*My esteem is gonna be affected if i keep it up like a love sick crack head*
what you got boy, is hard to find
i think about it all the time
im all strung out my heart is fried
i just cant get you off my mind!
because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i dont care what people say
the rush is worth the price i pay
i get so high when your with me
but crash and crave you when you leave
hey, so i got a question
****do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?***
*do i make your heart beat like an 808 drum*
is my love your drug? your drug?
hi, your drug?
hi, your drug?
is my love your drug?
because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
hey, heyy, sooo
you love, your love your love, is my drug
***i like your beard ***
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7UDdYTjXiS8
x
Your love is my drug by Ke$ha
Maybe i need some rehab
or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seein it in my dreams
I'm lookin down every alley
i'm makin those desperate calls
*i'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall*
what you got boy, is hard to find
i think about it all the time
im all strung out my heart is fried
i just cant get you off my mind!
because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
wont listen to any advice
mommas tellin me i should think twice
but look into my own devices, im addicted its a crisis
my friends think ive gone crazy
*my judgments gettin kinda hazy*
*My esteem is gonna be affected if i keep it up like a love sick crack head*
what you got boy, is hard to find
i think about it all the time
im all strung out my heart is fried
i just cant get you off my mind!
because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i dont care what people say
the rush is worth the price i pay
i get so high when your with me
but crash and crave you when you leave
hey, so i got a question
****do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?***
*do i make your heart beat like an 808 drum*
is my love your drug? your drug?
hi, your drug?
hi, your drug?
is my love your drug?
because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
hey, heyy, sooo
you love, your love your love, is my drug
***i like your beard ***
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7UDdYTjXiS8
x
pimp, you're a pimp
So the sofas arrived and guess what they are an abombination, a repulsive sickening abombination Firstly they are wholey leather, which doesn't look nice at all plus you'd think seeing as i'm a vegetarian they'd have some fucking sense/feeling and not get a sofa made out of dfead creatures skin, they make me physically sick so i don't plan ot sit on it very much at all
Last night, hmmmm me and holly went to costas, it was wierd at first cause we felt really awkward and outta place (we had been drinking, but not alot just a good amount) but then it was fine Obviously, Hour Assault were very good even if they did forget the lyrics, tbh i just found it funny and cute Yeah then some other guy played, then Spankys Heros who were pretty good but had a shit cd played. Afterwards a bunch of us went to nualas, at this point i reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaalllly wanted Murrays chips but wouldn't get them. Yeah soo at nualas we didn't do alot but it was fun and at one point when no one on the bed could be bothered to move to change the song I put on a bit of ym@s new album, 'Hard to Swallow' and 'Playing the Blame Game' if i remember correctly (: so in conclusion WIN, it was a pretty good night
oh yeah and since it's the weekend
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V775PPuBc7Y
amazing weekend tune pahaha
xxxxx
also its came to my attention some of my school collegues read this HIYA
Last night, hmmmm me and holly went to costas, it was wierd at first cause we felt really awkward and outta place (we had been drinking, but not alot just a good amount) but then it was fine Obviously, Hour Assault were very good even if they did forget the lyrics, tbh i just found it funny and cute Yeah then some other guy played, then Spankys Heros who were pretty good but had a shit cd played. Afterwards a bunch of us went to nualas, at this point i reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaalllly wanted Murrays chips but wouldn't get them. Yeah soo at nualas we didn't do alot but it was fun and at one point when no one on the bed could be bothered to move to change the song I put on a bit of ym@s new album, 'Hard to Swallow' and 'Playing the Blame Game' if i remember correctly (: so in conclusion WIN, it was a pretty good night
oh yeah and since it's the weekend
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V775PPuBc7Y
amazing weekend tune pahaha
xxxxx
also its came to my attention some of my school collegues read this HIYA
Thursday, 28 January 2010
look-at-me lips
i noticed the link didnt work on the first post, io dont know if this one will either but
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52bh36j023Y
it makes me inconcievably happy
I was just glancing through Elle and i'm seeing all these stupid non-sensical adverts which are annoying me yet somehow at the same time still convincing me to buy the product (if i had money) just for the fact it looks cool . . . ?
for example this phone advert, they've decided their best attempt at sales is to ask"What colour is your life?" everyone knows this doesnt make sense so just shut up, you advert, you
Plus if i was forced to answer this moronic question i'd say indigo or plum or perhaps deep forest green, maybe even silver
And what would you reply to that advert? you only do phones in pink, white, orange or yellow?
well that sucks, perhaps your advert title should've been "Is the colour of your life orange, yellow, white or pink?, if yes buy this"
but even then who would think 'the colour of my life is so obviously white' unless you were obsessive compulsive? stupid stupid stupid
I think you all now understand how i get nothing done ever
Yeah so we're not going to the Prodigy anymore and i don't even really know why, holly didn't want to go and i wasn't hugely opposed to her thinking so we sold the tickets, plus if we had ended up in seating i probably would've cried myself to sleep repeatedly for weeks . .. maybe
and moneys always fun to have and when i say have i mean slowly squander it and then wonder where it went.
no real other news, except my ny sofas are getting delivered. I'm betting theyre going to be vile. We'll see . . .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52bh36j023Y
it makes me inconcievably happy
I was just glancing through Elle and i'm seeing all these stupid non-sensical adverts which are annoying me yet somehow at the same time still convincing me to buy the product (if i had money) just for the fact it looks cool . . . ?
for example this phone advert, they've decided their best attempt at sales is to ask"What colour is your life?" everyone knows this doesnt make sense so just shut up, you advert, you
Plus if i was forced to answer this moronic question i'd say indigo or plum or perhaps deep forest green, maybe even silver
And what would you reply to that advert? you only do phones in pink, white, orange or yellow?
well that sucks, perhaps your advert title should've been "Is the colour of your life orange, yellow, white or pink?, if yes buy this"
but even then who would think 'the colour of my life is so obviously white' unless you were obsessive compulsive? stupid stupid stupid
I think you all now understand how i get nothing done ever
Yeah so we're not going to the Prodigy anymore and i don't even really know why, holly didn't want to go and i wasn't hugely opposed to her thinking so we sold the tickets, plus if we had ended up in seating i probably would've cried myself to sleep repeatedly for weeks . .. maybe
and moneys always fun to have and when i say have i mean slowly squander it and then wonder where it went.
no real other news, except my ny sofas are getting delivered. I'm betting theyre going to be vile. We'll see . . .
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piSsAndOLmA
the above video/song is amazing and must be watched, re-watched and have blogs with titles based on its song lyrics.
Basically i wrote a blog cause Holly told me to, she tells everyone to, when i saw it was 'catching on' i thought i might as well join in. I don't know how well this is gonna work out as i am ridiculously lazy and i'm not finishing homework on time ever anymore, so this will most probably contribute alot to me becoming more shit at school, and even if it isn't responsible i'm probably going to blame it.
As Holly mentioned today we pre-planned a Valentines day piss-up or as it's otherwise known as Fat Losers Valentines day piss-up with chinese. I love pre-planning my reckless copious drinking but i won't be indulging in the previously mentioned chinese or it is certain i will throw up, alot. (when i eat before i drink alcohol i throw up copiously, it sucks) So anyway that was the main topic in art 'study-support' but in reality we did far more of talking of drinking and smoking and eating suspiciously salty and probably overpriced white-chocolate and crisps.
In other news, i'm going to see the Prodigy this friday and i'm most probably going to get killed while there, Discuss
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPWIDJd4ksjk
i just realised how fucking awesome this is gonna be, hope those other suckers from our year have fun at Costas with their coffee instead of vodka lolzzzzz
this is mean and stupid cause i like the people who i'm making fun of
anyhow, this was a waste of time i could have been using to do my french and i managed to not stay on any one topic very well at all so in conclusion
it went great
the above video/song is amazing and must be watched, re-watched and have blogs with titles based on its song lyrics.
Basically i wrote a blog cause Holly told me to, she tells everyone to, when i saw it was 'catching on' i thought i might as well join in. I don't know how well this is gonna work out as i am ridiculously lazy and i'm not finishing homework on time ever anymore, so this will most probably contribute alot to me becoming more shit at school, and even if it isn't responsible i'm probably going to blame it.
As Holly mentioned today we pre-planned a Valentines day piss-up or as it's otherwise known as Fat Losers Valentines day piss-up with chinese. I love pre-planning my reckless copious drinking but i won't be indulging in the previously mentioned chinese or it is certain i will throw up, alot. (when i eat before i drink alcohol i throw up copiously, it sucks) So anyway that was the main topic in art 'study-support' but in reality we did far more of talking of drinking and smoking and eating suspiciously salty and probably overpriced white-chocolate and crisps.
In other news, i'm going to see the Prodigy this friday and i'm most probably going to get killed while there, Discuss
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPWIDJd4ksjk
i just realised how fucking awesome this is gonna be, hope those other suckers from our year have fun at Costas with their coffee instead of vodka lolzzzzz
this is mean and stupid cause i like the people who i'm making fun of
anyhow, this was a waste of time i could have been using to do my french and i managed to not stay on any one topic very well at all so in conclusion
it went great
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